Expecting the Worst?

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Christ is Risen, He is Risen indeed Alleluia!

This is such good news that to our Christian ears, but to the disciples it seemed perhaps too good to be true. They had heard from the women and Mary Magdalene that earlier that same day, they gone to the tomb of Jesus, but He wasn’t there, it was empty, they had seen at least one angel and then Jesus himself appeared to them. It was especially difficult for Thomas to believe even after the other 10 disciples bore witness to the fact that they too saw Jesus. He had come to them in that room that had been locked, He had spoken Peace to them, showed His wounds to them, and commissioned them with the Office of the Keys to forgive and retain sins.

Sadly, Thomas was not with them when this took place, so He doubted that good word of Christ’s appearance. Perhaps, He doubted, not because He didn’t want the news of Jesus being resurrected to be true, but because He was afraid of being disappointed. Thomas appears to have been a pessimist: the kind who expected the worst to happen. Even back in John 11 when Jesus announced that He was going to go to Bethany to raise Lazarus, going right into the territory and hands of His keenest enemies, Thomas somewhat bravely but matter of factly, shrugged his shoulders and said to the other disciples, “Let us also go, so that we might die with Him.”

There is a type of worldly wisdom in this way of looking at things. Expect the worst, and you won’t be disappointed when it happens and feel better prepared emotionally. And if it doesn’t happen, you will be pleasantly surprised. This pessimistic thinking is behind that kind of comfort that points out that something could have been much worse. Your leg is broken, and the Thomases stand beside your bed and observe, “you should be thankful you only broke your leg and not your neck driving the way you do.” The attitude “be grateful it could be worse” is small comfort.

The other extreme attitude isn’t a more healthy or sensible alternative. I am referring to someone who expects that everything will be sugar, roses, and sunshine every day of their life. They will be in for a rude awakening and some shocks in their life.

Most people have gone through some kind of hardship, unfairness, or cruelty. At some level, no matter how bitter our experiences have been, we cannot accept that that is the way it ought to be. So, we react to those experiences. We feel that we have been wronged, that we haven’t had a fair opportunity. We resent and rebel against our misfortunes. We feel that our lives ought to mean something and be filled with happiness. When it doesn’t go that way, we know that something has gone wrong. We cannot surrender this hope, and one of the ways in which we try to protect it is by expecting the worst. Then it is possible that things may turn out better than we expected. Hoping for what is good but expecting the worst are two sides of the same basic attitude. This tells us a lot about ourselves. When people say it most likely going to rain their whole vacation, they aren’t saying that they want it to rain the whole time. They really want the sun to shine, but they seek to protect themselves from disappointment by expecting the worst.

When Thomas set off with Jesus and the disciples he didn’t want to get killed, but he expected the worst so that if the worst happened, he could say, “I told you so” but if it didn’t happen, he could be pleasantly surprised.

When the other disciples told Thomas that they had seen the risen Jesus, it wasn’t that he didn’t want this to be true. Thomas wanted to protect himself against the disappointment that it might not be true. Thus he said, “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my finger into the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe.” That is what he said, but deep down, he was hoping he was wrong. How do we know this? Because when the disciples were gathered again in the same place as the previous week where Jesus had appeared to them, Thomas was sure to be there. If hope had truly died in him, if he were absolutely sure of disappointment, he would not have been there. He could not give up hoping, not yet. Even though the measure of proof for Thomas had been on the level of what his eyes could see and his hands could touch, he hoped he was wrong. Therefore Jesus came and met Thomas on that level. He appeared again among them and said to them all: “Peace be with you!” Jesus called Thomas by name and invited him to not only see with his eyes the wounds, but to touch them, to handle them and in so doing touch the mystery of the resurrected Christ.

Then the astonishing thing happened. There burst from Thomas an acknowledgment far deeper than what eyes could tell him. “My Lord and my God!” Thomas was finally there, he got it, he believed, even as Jesus said to him, “Do not disbelieve, but believe.” This miracle of faith and confession was of and by the Spirit of God as Jesus pulled Thomas through his pessimism, his doubt, his grief, his sin and his unbelief all to fasten him to the central point and certainty of hope: Jesus Christ crucified and raised. God, in Jesus, had connected Thomas to Himself, and this connection is what is called faith. Faith does not need to delude itself in false hope, faith is not captive to what meets the eye, faith does not need to protect itself against disappointment and despair by the pessimism of expecting the worst.

Faith is a new realism, a new way of living and thinking that is far more wonderful than the worldly wisdom of pessimism which cannot fully trust but expects the worst. Faith also replaces unrealistic thoughts of perpetual roses, sunshine, and sugar. The problem with both pessimism and this attitude of unbridled optimism is that they are expectations that center in “me”. Their ultimate concern is me. But faith has its center outside of yourself or myself. Faith has as its center something much more true and solid than our frail flesh and emotion which is so easily swayed and betrayed by our sin. No, faith clings to God through Jesus Christ to a hope that is sure. Jesus Christ died on the cross so that you don’t have to depend on yourself or any unsure thing for salvation. Things may not always go well in this life because of sin in this world. According to our sins, we deserve the worst of God’s wrath, but Jesus has taken the worst upon Himself, making Himself accounted as the worst of the worst sinners as He took the weight and punishment for all sin upon Himself at the cross. He died for your sins, He was buried, but He was raised again showing that His accomplished His goal and His payment for sin was accepted. So that you, are gathered here and now forgiven all your sins for the sake of Christ, so that you may have faith and life and salvation.

By the Word of the Gospel Christ is here with you and His people. He comes to you to touch and to see the fruit of His wounds made for you even as you recline here at His Table with Him receiving His very body and blood to confirm you in that faith. Repent of your unbelief and believe. Jesus is here truly to save you, in body, soul, and spirit, for the resurrection and the life everlasting with Him. He gives the glad tidings of Peace by the forgiveness of sins. He would have you believe these glad tidings of salvation. Therefore, He both grants faith to you and His strength to believe in His Gospel so that you need never fear disappointment. So that you would be comforted in your weakness, doubt, and fear; and, that you would not despair and die in your sin, but live in peace and rest in Christ, your Savior.

Sin, death, the devil, and hell do not get to have you; nor are they permitted to have the last word concerning you. The Lord Jesus, by His Cross and Resurrection, has shut that lion’s mouth which preys upon doubt and pessimism, who would otherwise devour you with lies and bitter condemnation. Instead He opens the mouth of me your pastor to speak forgiveness for you to hear and receive peace. He has opened your mouth even as you receive Christ upon your lips so that you might also speak of the grace and mercy that you have received here, to others outside the Church. He can and will use you to speak His Word to give hope to those who also have experienced bitter disappointments because of sin. So that they too may hope in Jesus, the sinless one who saves from sin and the insecurity of this world.

Be at peace, and live now in His peace. You are baptized into Christ. In Him, by faith, you are saved. For He has died your death, so that you are now raised up in His Resurrection.

Sickness, suffering, and death are all finally powerless against you, because Christ is with you, who has risen from the dead and lives and reigns forever for you and His Church. There is no poison in the Cup that He pours out for you. He shall neither hurt nor harm you. He is your Champion, who has crushed your enemies under His feet. How sweet is this Word in your ear and in your heart, upon your lips and tongue, and in your body! Christ is Risen He is risen indeed for you and for your salvation in Jesus’ name. Alleluia. Amen.

Pastor Aaron Kangas

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