Rev’d Mark B. Stirdivant, Good Shepherd Lutheran Church, Yucaipa, California
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On the same night when He was betrayed, on the night in which He left to His disciples the long-lasting legacy of unity with Himself in the Sacrament of the Altar, Jesus also prepared them for His departure with the promise of His return and of joy. They were puzzled by it and so Our Lord explains further and He provides us an illustration: “Truly, truly, I say to you, you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will turn into joy. When a woman is giving birth, she has sorrow because her hour has come; but when she has delivered the baby, she no longer remembers the anguish, for joy that a human being has been born into the world. So also you have sorrow now; but I will see you again and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you.”
He is speaking of the specific sorrow that the disciples will have during His crucifixion, and immediately following His death. But you would do well to apply this to yourselves and to the sorrows you endure in this life while you await His imminent return. For the Church on this side of glory is very much like a woman in labor. For a woman in labor, and I’ll take the Bible’s Word on it since I can’t identify with it for myself, she bears the brunt and consequence of the Law. Remember the curse that was pronounced upon Eve and her children: “I will surely multiply your pain in childbearing; In pain you shall bring forth children; Your desire shall be for your husband, And he shall rule over you.” [Genesis 3] All consequences of the law right there.
Consider that bloody, dangerous passage, for both mother and child, that we call birth (especially with Mother’s Day just last week!). In the process of birthing, the mother is in great pain, she’s just about out of her mind, but she’s clearly focused upon, and caring about nothing but, getting that baby out. So also we still bear the burden of the Law in this earthly life. We are forgiven, like Eve in the garden clinging desperately to that Promise of the coming Christ, but we are still waiting for His Second Coming, waiting for the consummation, the full experience, of our joy. Its fullness is still in the future. And the Law of the present brings pain and sorrow into our lives.
For the present is full of our transgressions. By our sins we have burnt bridges with family and friends, employers and neighbors. With a moment’s foolishness or with a moment of selfish indulgence, whether that be giving in to our rage and frustration and lashing out or whether it be a quiet nurturing of our lust, greed, and malice, either way, we’ve succumbed to temptation, and hurt the ones we love the most. Our words have been spiteful, sarcastic, and unkind. We have served spouse and parent, neighbor and friend, but that service has often been done grudgingly, under duress and with great show of how good we are while we’re doing it. We have needlessly complicated our lives, caved-in, given up, ran away. We have been weak. Sometimes it is as though we are two or more people at the same time. In the back of our minds we watch helplessly, ashamed of what we are doing, but yet we refrain from stepping out and stopping ourselves. And so the Lord calls you to repent. Repent, that is, turn away from your fleshly desires. Remember that this earth is not your home. Let the pain, the sorrow, focus you upon Jesus and the coming joy that He promises to you.
A woman in labor, for all her trouble, is a woman uniquely focused upon the joy, or at least, a moment of relief, to come. She is not distracted by the petty things of this life. She doesn’t care if the doctors, nurses, or passers-by see her exposed, unshaven legs or hear her cries, let alone whether or not her hair is mussed up or her shirt a little wrinkled. She is having a baby, and for a little while, that is all that matters. For a little while, she has sorrow, but then she holds the baby and her sorrow is not only complete, but surprisingly forgotten. It cannot compare to the wonder and joy of the life of her crying little baby now out in the world.
So it is also for you. This life is temporary. It seems long, but in retrospect you will see that it was brief. It is transitory, in fact, because it leads you to a greater, permanent place. Your joy will be complete and no one will take it from you. Hang on. Be as focused as the mother in the delivery room. Jesus Christ did not die and rise in vain. It will end soon. And when the going gets really tough, in the waning hours of darkness, in the midst of your watch, know that you will mount up on wings like eagles and soar. Soon, you will leave all this pettiness, this sweltering sin, these open sewers of false morality and half-hearted tries behind. You shall be totally free! No more pain, no more suffering, no more shame or regret, no more past, no more sin, and as Easter proclaims, no more death. The vision in Revelation that we read today unfolds more joy that lies ahead. You will be free of your sinful self and you’ll finally get to know the real you as God had originally intended for you to be. This is the horizon that rises before you. God’s Grace cuts those cords which had bound you to this awful, dark place.
The payment for your selfishness has been fully paid. There is no more to be done, yet there’s the waiting. Why must I wait, sometimes I’m asked. God loves you in Jesus Christ and He will bring you to Himself when the time is right according to Him, not you. In your travail, ponder this profound and simple truth: that is, for His own reasons, by His almighty will, out of His own goodness, without any merit or worthiness in you, He loves you. He calls you by name. The inheritance of the righteous is rightfully yours, for you are His. In Christ, you are free. You are free from worrying about yourself. You need not defend yourself, or look after your rights and honors, or be insulted by the frustrating behavior of sinners around you. Patience is learned in the cross, for there we see with near-maternal clarity that nothing else really matters. You are free from those who hurt you, free from the devil’s accusations, free from death. Jesus Christ Himself is your Defender, your Advocate, your Friend. He never sleeps or grows faint. Let Him worry about you. For who would dare to stand against you? You are the King’s own chaste Bride. These labor pains are not your punishment, as painful as they seem. Rather, they are the proof of His love.
And while you wait, knowing that your time is coming, be determined for yourself as a confessional Lutheran that nothing else matters but Jesus, whose Joyous Feast is offered at this table. Be strengthened, encouraged, and refreshed for your labor.
Eat His Body and drink His Blood for your sustenance. Your sins are there forgiven and the Church Militant, that is you, joins its worship to the worship of the Church Triumphant, the Church that is at rest in glory, which has already been delivered. For you are truly one Church in Jesus Christ.
Here is your strength to carry on. Here is hope for the future, peace for the tired, troubled heart. Here is unity with Christ crucified and raised, and therein, unity with your fellow confessing pilgrims on earth. You are diverse strangers no more, but now you are brothers and sisters in Him, for faith is thicker than blood, a greater bond than color of skin, language, or economics. And there is unity with the confessing cloud of witnesses that even now surrounds you and prays for you, cheering you on. This is not some sort of epidural anesthetic, a narcotic to numb you and drug you out of your mind. It is a promise of joy to come, and it’s delivered to you now, so that you would endure in confident Hope and Faith. So, relax, Jesus says. Fear not. In a little while you will see Him and your joy will be complete, your travails forgotten. No one will take it away from you.
In the Name of the Father and of the ✝ Son and of the Holy Spirit.
Readings
Acts 11:1–18 Rise, Peter, kill and eat! … What God has cleansed you must not call common
Psalm 148 praise the name of the LORD, For His name alone is exalted
Rev. 21:1–7 Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men
John 16:12–22 when He, the Spirit of truth, has come, He will guide you into all truth
or John 13:31–35 love one another; as I have loved you, …